Feeling Neglected?

So, neglecting this place seems to be a reoccurring theme for me. So, I figured I'd celebrate another return with yet another update!

1) Will be a Senior!!! Class of 2011!
2) Broke up with Shawn (like...almost a year ago)
3) Will be Book Club President my Senior year, woot!
4) Got ANOTHER new kitten, Cheshire
5) Got another new best friend, Alexandria
6) Downloaded Skype
7) Written many a' short stories/ novellas (just no blogs lol)
8) Dyed my hair, again
9) Got my class ring
10) Picked up a new hobby, making friendship bracelets

Yep, that's about it. Life has been pretty fantastic. Up's and down's, but most lives come with that kind of roller coaster effect I've learned. Overall life is good, and I'm living it.

"Nothing Is Impossible"

I grew up watching Disney movies, and more then likely have seen them all. I can probably name all the characters and quote half-if not all-the movies. My favorite as a child was The Lion King, but as a teenage psychopathic kleptomaniac, my favorite is Alice in Wonderland. I have an over active imagination, and have often daydreamed of what my own world would be like. Alice in Wonderland completely captures that very daydream. I'm not saying I want my world to be like Wonderland, but the movie itself about a girl who falls into a dream of her fantasy world reminds me of myself in Freshman World History class.

My absolute favorite quote comes from the Doorknob, "Nothing is impossible". True, in Wonderland nothing is impossible and I know very well in reality there are several things that are impossible. However, installing that into a Disney movie targeted for children, and having that taught to children why they're young seems almost vital to happiness. Living your life with the determination that nothing is impossible can cause some pretty awesome outcomes.

It holds the same element as "you can be whatever you want to be". Both seem like lies, like their only words of encourage for a few moments until you get distracted my the real world. But ignoring the chances of either ever being true and living your life with those as your motivation could make some seriously amazing things happen.

I wish as a kid I would have paid more attention to that silly talking doorknob, and understand what he was saying. I'm not afraid to admit that I live with a cloud of impossibility over my head, but maybe if I had it programmed into my head that "nothing is impossible", I would have a brighter outlook on things. So, there's no hope for me, but hopefully someone else will pick up on the hint before they befall the same fate as me.

Where you go?

Once again it seems as if I have neglected my blog for an extended amount of time. Why is this? I got a life. Miracle! I'd rather be a busy teenager with no time to blog then a bored girl alone in her room blogging her life away. Point is, I have some free time with is more so rare then it used to be, and I feel the need to give another update on my life, my real life!

1. I'm a Junior in high school now
2. I went to Alabama and Texas this summer
3. In four days my male companion (Shawn) and I will be celebrating six months of happiness-he tops the charts
4. Ignoring the hate Honors English has for me, I have returned to it
5. I started babysitting, yay money!
6. I've became a very impulsive shopper
7. I've finally discovered that I have shiny object syndrome
8. I got texting!!!
9. I dyed my hair, yet again
10. I saw Transformer 2, although I've never seen the first one...

So, this list is much shorter then the last. Although now I have a real social life in which a verity of things happens upon, much less things have happened that I view as epic enough to share. Epicness has become the norm for me. And I love it! I love having an adventure every day! Everyone should strive to have some type of excitement on a daily basis, and never let life getting boring. EVER.

Keep the Change

For some strange reason the other day I was thinking about Wesley (only god knows why), and during my train of thought I remember this one time when we bought a pack of gum and he gave the lady five dollars and told her to keep the change and she looked at him like he was crazy.

Well, after that memory I started thinking about how "keep the change" is rarely, if not never, used anymore. Seriously, when was the last time you told someone to keep the change? Or even heard someone say it? That day with Wesley was the first time I remember ever hearing anyone say that. And the woman's reaction made it all too obvious that she wasn't used to such out of place kindness within an environment bulit all around saving money, not giving it away for no real reason.

Overall though, it's a nice suggestion that implys more then just "I have money too burn". It's a simple act that people think nothing of, and the fact that there are still some people willing to say "keep the change" means that America hasn't been doomed just yet. There's still a glisten of hope for the kindness, and it's nice to know some people are working to reserve, and possibly restore that. So next time you buy a pack of gum, give a little extra, and just tell them to keep the change, maybe more people will catch on. I did.

Much Needed Update

I have not blogged in forever, and feel the need to give a much prolonged update on the craziness that had been going down in my oh-so-fabulous life.

1) I broke up with Tyler after three months of awesomeness with the absent of happiness
2) Have found a new best friend in Tammy Manley, the coolest-shortest- Freshie ever!
3) Resumed Algebra 1
4) Broke off (well semi-broke off) ties with unflattering company that shall not be named.
5) Got a camera!!! Score Kira!
6) I got asked out to the military ball.
7) Took hostage of Tammy's corset top.
8) Got a new kitten!
9) Wrote a wicked awesome series of short stories
10) Determined that Honors English hates me & I return the love
11) I miss Yadir -tear-
12) Determined Ms. Ross is the coolest teacher in the entire world
13) Watched a new Dane Cook special on Comedy Central
14) Got hooked on two new shows; Tool Academy & The Closer
15) Slowly and surely I am winnin the battle against acene!
16) Got a guitar, still can't play though...-sigh-
17) Gots me a soulmate <3 Vincent<3 lol.
18) Finally memorized my favorite line from "Fer Sure" ; No j/k j/k j/k lol lol lol, I heart your fucking make-up, oh my God I love your hair! Is that a new tatto!? Did that pericing fucking hurt? No j/k j/k j/k lol lol lol
19) Started wearing my hair up more often
20) Ran out of things to write

Mel June Davis

So, last year after I broke up with my boyfriend I was rather lonely. So, to coop with my lonliness, I created myself the perfect boyfriend. Mel June Davis. So far I've written about eleven pages worth of random facts about him.

This would be the extent of my boredom and craziness.
serena is cooollll (don't ask)
So, anyway, it makes me feel...weird. Like, psycho weird because people always make fun of me, they stay stuff like, "How loney and desprite can you get?" But I'm just like, "I have an overactive imagination, ok!" But really, on the inside I'm like, "Does that make me lonely and desprite?" It's not like I take it compleely seruiously. I don't "talk" to him. I just play out little daydreams with him in my head. And I don't deny dates because I'm "dating" Mel. He's just a little thing I did in my free time for fun. It's just my awesome complex mind at work. If that makes me weird, I don't care. I'm proud of my weirdness, and Mel,

Cookies Are Fruit Bars?

How come people call Fig Newtons cookies? They are fruit bars people! Seriously! ...I don't know what else to say....

Body Art?

So…after watching countless people get the stupidest tattoos I’ve ever seen, calculating my perfect body art has become a challenge. And trust me; this was not easy, because many friends and family have presented some crazy looking tats. Examples?

Well…Stephen got the Tennessee Titans symbol on his back…but it was backwards…My great uncle got his girlfriends name on his arm…Her name is “Anne” his wife’s name is “Betty”…My uncle got a rooster being hung by a barbwire on his leg below his knee, I’d rather not explain this one cause’ he’d hurt me for it…

So, my tattoos will be simple, and sheer perfection; I want to get “Jacala Dell & Anitra Marie” all circling my right wrist like a bracelet. And on the back on my neck I want to get a rose and above it “Carol Jean”. Next, I want “Emma Jean” on the side of my ankle. And I want all these names to be done in pretty calligraphy. And I’m somewhat debating about my back, cause’ I sorta’ want an Rubiks Cube there, but everyone keeps telling me how bad of an idea that is…But right below my collarbone I will get a cute little poppy heart design-I plan on drawing it out myself. And no one will talk me out of that one.

But my first tattoo, and already my favorite, will be Billy Martins autograph. You see, I planned on just stalking him until I could get him to sign my arm. Then I was gonna’ go have someone tattoo over it. However, thanks to Jacalas ex husband, I have a picture autographed by the whole band. So now, all I have to do is take in the picture tell em’ I want Billy’s and I’m good to go.

So, overall I will get five tattoos, and maybe six if I finally decide on the Rubiks Cube…But all in all, I’d like to believe my body art choices are logical and acceptable.

The Day Rolls On...

So, it's third period now into my "baby belly" It was so much fun putting it on. Julia forgot, so it only took two people to put it on...I think Tyler was a little freaked out cause' he just stared at Sandra as she strapped it onto my back. She put it on a bit too low, because the sand bag is supposed to be on my belly, but it keep like falling down. I tried to hug Tyler after we put it on, but I couldn't reach him cause' the belly got in the way. But overall, it's a blast. I only have two classes that I sit in a desk, so it's not that bad there. And two of my classes are computer classes so I sit in rollie chairs which are so much easier for my back. My back doesn't really hurt as much as I thought it would, and I haven't had any bladders problems like all the other girls complained of. Mainly, the pain is all in my neck, but once I sit down it's not that bad.

I'm enjoying it more then I thought I would. I've been excited for the longest time about this, and I'm loving it. Plus everyone keeps like rubbing it and asking me who the father is. When I asked Tyler if he'd "help me get pregnant" he said "but we haven't even gotten to first base yet!" Oh, good times. Today has been so much fun already, I only hope it keeps on. Wesley is in my next class, so I pray too goddyness that he doesn't ruin my awesome-ness day.